Well, two days after my 28th birthday, I didn't think I would be sitting here weighing as much as I do. I never thought I would be back up to this weight since I lost it. Seeing a photo of myself at my friends birthday party made me tear up a little and think "Wow, I have really let myself go." When I lost 60 lbs (a long time ago), I never thought the scale would be going to the + side again. I have let my emotions get the best of me.

So, Today is the day that I am really going to try my hardest to track, work out and really watch what I am eating. I want to be a healthy person and lead by example.

Let's see where this journey will take me now. Time to step on the Weight Watcher scale and own up to the number.

Last week, I got a phone call saying that my wedding dress has arrived and needs to inspected and picked up.....I froze..... Since i ordered my dress on September 5, 2010, I haven't done had any progress in my weight loss. Sure i have lost a few pounds here and there, but I have also gained some back.

So, Today after I confirmed with the bridal place how long I have to pick up the dress. I decided I need to make a change for the better. I have decided to re-join weight watchers. I will attend the meetings, because that's how I stay motivated and accountable. I have done it online before (didn't help), I was doing it by myself as well same story didn't work out.

I have a dream, when it comes to the day I must go and get my dress altered, I want to be surprised about the amount they must take in. I also want to feel extremely beautiful and know that I did everything I could that was in my control.